My Leukemia is Back

There are no words that I can say. But only tears in my heart. It has been a few days of silently crying to the Lord. And what always brings me back into His presence is His Word. When things don’t make sense, and when words are not enough. Songs of truth about Jesus comfort me. 

Just like the first time I was diagnosed. I know that my hope in life is in Jesus. The leukemia relapse does not invalidate the many miracles that God has shown me this past six months.

My life is not my own, it is His. It is Christ who lives in me. And what comfort and strength it is to know that the Son of God is all-powerful and mightier than anything.

That’s why even when I think I cannot hold on to Him anymore, I have confidence that it is God who will continue to hold on to me because He loves me. 

“I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.” – Galatians 2:20

Please let me share this song and ask you to worship and declare with me, “Yet not I but through Christ in me!”