Second Relapse

These leukemic blast cells are stubborn. They’re back again, and hunting me down. I was in Cebu for CCOWEF young pro camp, when all of the symptoms happened again on the first day of camp. I had to take the next flight back to Manila, cos I knew the pain i felt is not the ordinary one. The pain never gets any easier, instead it gets more severe. Oh Lord, have mercy! I have been on Fentanyl, a strong opioid than morphine since yesterday. These leukemic cells are making my bones so unbearably painful.

Why, O Lord, why? Help me see your purpose this time again.

Friends, your prayers are very much appreciated.